anxious

im very nervous for everything.

i really want to succeed in this field, but i feel like i'm not good at this, i'm not good at what i do, and im having a difficult time knowing how to manage these emotions, and feel like i'm good at this.

and we graduate soon! so here i am, trying to make videos of myself singing, and i do not feel like i'm getting anywhere, i feel like life is moving so slowly, and i don't wanna become t***** m***** and live at home, i want to be a huge success but i'm struggling.

struggle bus struggle bus struggle bus.

and living with one of the best performers i've ever met is not helping whatsoever.

jeez.